When I returned to America
with Marina and June,
I carried baggagefrom the past,
notably a suicide attempt in Moscow.
I was hopeful back in Fort Worth
staying with Robert,
and welding it together.
Back in Dallas I was a photo processor,
but I did not become part of the process.
I did a stint in a New Orleans company
that made coffee: it was flat-white.
Back in Dallas, city of magic name,
I rented a rundown apartment with Marina
until she walked out on me again.
It was love-hate with Marina.
I assaulted an officer in the Marines,
and one April night I shot at General Walker,
a right-wing fanatic, but just missed.
Anyway, I moved in to a rooming house in North Beckley
when Marina went to Ruth Paine's in Irving.
Actually, Ruth found me a labouring job
at the Texas School Book Depository,
in mid-October 1963: I worked hard
for Roy Truly, impressing him
and I got along well with co-workers
taking textbooks floor to floor.
Yet I still felt very poor:
I had no car, though I test drove a few.
I had no house, just a rented room.
President Kennedy had everything I lacked.
Was resentment my motive?
More like a desire for JFK's fame.
Fidel was a secret hero of mine
and I really was left wing
not just acting a part.
Thursday night I stayed at Ruth's;
Friday morning I left Marina seventy dollars-
all the money I had- and our wedding ring.
I got a ride to work with Wesley,
carrying a long parcel wrapped in brown paper
to the Book Depository, where I clocked in at eight
and hurried upstairs to the sixth floor.
(Lee Harvey Oswald1939-1963) .
- November,2016. Revised May,2018.
(Lee Harvey Oswald,1939-1963) .
I have always been fascinated with the controversy surrounding the assassination of JFK and the murder of Oswald. I have a short story posted on this site called 'The Seer', and one of the chapters deals with this very subject. I think it was chapter 7 but can't remember for sure right now.
Your taste is like mine, in reading books about the assassination both for and against L.H.Oswald. Thank you.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Very nice, a poem which every American should read! ! I have always felt that there was more than one shooter. Another 10.
Thanks Darwin. I really liked your poem on Donald Trump. I meant to say: 'like a journalist meeting a deadline'.